Dedication Songs

The song, When You're Gone reflects how I feel right now, besides for thr fact that DQ Blizzard is trying to puke outta me. My other mood. I miss Maya. I miss her more than anything. I can't take this anymore. I want her to be my best friend again!! When shes gone, the words I need to hear wont come. I wont hear what I need to hear everyday. I need to hear that she's my best friend. The colored parts are what represent me.

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

(Chorus)

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too

When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through
The day and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
And when you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too

And when you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through
The day and make it ok
I miss you

(Bridge)

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah

And all I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
And when you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too

And when you're gone
All the words I need to hear will always get me through
The day and make it ok

I miss you

Basically every part was underlined. I can't deal with this pain right now. I miss her so much, right now. I need her more than I need Farkle. Yeah, Farkle helped me through a lot. He helped me with the Matthew West stuff. He was just there. Now, I need a best friend to talk to about Farkle. I have nobody to tell my feelings to. I have nobody who can laugh with me about the stupidist things. I have nobody to tell me I'm weird. I'm alone. All alone. 

Another song that represents me is Alone Again by Alyssa Reid. It doesn't represent generally Maya, it represents a lot of my situation of life. Maya is apart of it, but other people and things are too. And this is a song for this...

Maya Situation Representation:            
Farkle Situation Representation:             
Matthew West Stuff Representation:          
Both Maya and Farkle:         

Til now, I always got by on my own
I never really cared until I met youAnd now it chills me to the bone
How do I get you alone?

The phone call
Can you stop the free fall?
Can you be the reason
I can see beyond the lies

If I keep holding on?

I hear you
(Hear you)

Can you stop the screaming?
(Screaming)
Did you stop believing?
I could feel you letting go

I can't be alone tonight

When you said I could move on and go
You said I'm weak and it shows
I couldn't go on without you

Now I'm sitting in this house alone
Wondering why I left home
And I'm hoping that you know that

Til now, I always got by on my own

I never really cared until I met you

(Til I met you)

And now it chills me to the bone
How do I get you alone?

And leave me
(Leave me)
I know you see right through me
(Through me)
I finally thought you knew me
Well enough to know with you

I feel so ordinary

It's a crime scene
(Crime scene)
Someone killed our last dream
(Last dream)

Did you stop believing?
I can feel you letting go
I can't be alone tonight

When you said I could move on and go

You said I'm weak and it shows
I couldn't go on without you

Now I'm sitting in this house alone
Wondering why I left home
And I'm hoping that you know that

Til now, I always got by on my own
I never really cared until I met you
(Til I met you)
And now it chills me to the bone

How do I get you alone?
How do I get you alone?

Wonder where you are tonight
No answer on the telephone
And the night goes by so very slow
Woah, I hope that it won't end though

Alone...

And I'm hoping that you know that

Til now, I always got by on my own
I never really cared until I met you
(Til I met you)

And now it chills me to the bone
How do I get you alone?

Til now, I always got by on my own
I never really cared until I met you

(Til I met you)
And now it chills me to the bone
How do I get you alone?
How do I get you alone?

Now that was Alone Again by Alyssa Reid. A lot of it represents Matthew West stuff (surprisingly) and alot Maya, and some Maya and Farkle. Not much just Farkle, though. That was that song.

This next song is my newest song, Maybe by Kelly Clarkson. It's a song that really represents me. Not a certain situation, but me.

I'm strong but I break
I'm stubborn and I make plenty of mistakes
Yeah, I'm hard and life with me is never easy

To figure out, to love I'm jaded but, oh, so lovely

All you have to do is hold me
And you'll know when you'll see
Just how sweet it can be

If you'll trust me, love me, let me, maybe, maybe

Someday when we're at the same place
When we're on the same road
When it's okay to hold my hand

Without feeling lost, without all the excuses

When it's just because you love me, you let me
You need me then maybe, maybe

All you have to do is hold me

And you'll know when you'll see
Just how sweet it can be
If you'll trust me, love me, let me, maybe, maybe

I'm confusing as hell, I'm north and south

And I'll probably never have it all figured out
But what I know is I wasn't meant to walk this world

Without you and I promise I'll try
Yeah, I'm gonna try to give you every little part of me

Every single detail you missed with your eyes
Then maybe, maybe, yeah, maybe
Yeah, maybe, maybe, yeah, maybe, maybe

One day we'll meet again and you'll need me

You'll see me completely every little bit
Oh yeah, maybe you'll love me, you'll love me then

I don't wanna be tough
And I don't want to be proud

I don't need to be fixed
And I certainly don't need to be found, I'm not lost

I need to be loved, I just need to be loved
I just want to be loved by you

And I won't stop 'cause I believe
That maybe, yeah maybe, maybe, yeah maybe
Maybe, maybe

I should know better than to touch the fire twice

But I'm thinking maybe, yeah, maybe you might
Maybe, love, maybe

That was Maybe by Kelly Clarkson, my new song. It really represents me. That is the last song I am doing today. Tune in for more songs that represent me.