Impersonation: Out of Hand

Hey guys! I didn't want to have to be writing something like this so close to Christmas, but I've gotta. There has been some serious impersonation going on. So, you all know I've had this blog since August, right? I've never changed the title either. Well, another Riley Matthews (me) has created a blog with the same title. She created hers this month. She is also causing people on Google+ to believe that her account is mine, and I am now gonna use that one. Like, no!!!! She is causing Maya to be with her instead of me. I'm just plain SICK of that other me stealing my life. She keeps saying she did nothing wrong. Well, she ruined my life!!! She is annoying the life outta me!!! So, everyone please be aware that she is NOT me. If you ever spot her on Google, report her for impersonation of me. Maya and I have been fine lately, and I am not dealing with that other me again!! It's near Christmas and she's gonna ruin it for me!!!!

Here are her links. These are the links of the FAKE me.

Google+ Page: GOOGLE PROFILE
Blogger: BLOGGER

So, if you ever see that blog, or if that account comments on your stuff, please be aware that she is a fake. This is the real Riley Matthews not her. She is impersonating me and stealing my stuff STRAIGHT from my account. So, this impersonation is out of hand. This stops now.

Songs Of Mine That I Think Should Go On Break

Hey guys! I think by the title, you'd know what this post is about. There are some songs of mine that used to be sooo awesome. Now, they aren't because I've tired them out. So, let me list my songs that I think should be on break. Some are on break, I just don't wanna put too many on break. Anyways, this is what I think. The ones that have the word BREAK bolded, are the ones actually on break, not the ones I think should be, in my defense.

1. Best Friends Forever by KSM (BREAK)
2. Broken Girl by Matthew West (BREAK)
3. Your Friend by Istiana Bestari
4. Potential Break-Up Song by Aly and AJ (BREAK)
5. Bullseye by Aly and AJ
6. Hero by Superchick
7. Moonlight by Yiruma
8. Missing by Evanescence
9. Nobody's Home by Avril Lavigne
10. One More by Superchick (BREAK)
11. When She Cries by Britt Nicole
12. Everytime We Touch by Cascada (BREAK)
13. In Better Hands by Fefe Dobson
14. Torniquet by Evanescence

So, those are my songs. 5/14 of those songs are actually on break. So, thanks for reading guys!!! Check back soon!

Doesn't That Mean Dead?

Sometimes, I am told by certain people what I am doing wrong. What they see me as, and it's not good. They say that I just don't have what other people have. Maybe not saying that, but that's how I take it as. I just.... I don't even know. I'm speechless. Speechless. I just can't take this through. Let me walk you through this.

Farkle was talking normally to me, when he started pointing out what I was doing wrong. How I'm not satisfied with anything or anyone, as he put it. And how I am not like everyone else, as I took it. I mean, why would Farkle Minkus make me feel this way?! He was supposed to be the good guy. He would NEVER say that to me in the episodes. I've been trying to go back to episodes, and Maya and I have been 100% fine since either Sunday or Monday.

This may not have anything to do with how Farkle made me feel tonight but it is very true. I wish that he would say that his life has changed since he met me. I wish he would just tell me those things I dreamt.

This is so how I feel about Farkle. It's on and off. Back and fourth. I'd like to leave it at off for now, but I don't know. I can't predict the future, can I? Nah, I've got a good idea of it.

And last off. This. Farkle created this himself and sent it to me. Doesn't that mean dead?! He wants me dead. He wants me out of life. He doesn't wanna see me. He may not make me die, but I'll show him. I'll show him what it's like to die inside. I'll show him how he made me feel. But still. Dead? Does he really....

I've Learned Okay?

I decided to make a post today, about how I've learned my lesson on something. I've learned, that your best friend should come before anyone else. I've learned that with a best friend, you have someone to rely on, and it feels good to be relied on, too. With a best friend, you shouldn't be jealous of anyone else being friends with your best friend because she would never betray you, unless that other person is given the title of Best Friend by your best friend. Nobody likes to be replaced, and I learned that the hard way last night. I also realized what I've been doing, and that it is wrong. And now I know my real feelings.

Very true, but let me go over this. A best friend is someone who Fights for you, through any circumstances. A best friend is someone who respects you not only as their best friend, but as a person. A best friend is someone who includes you with their other friends, or in another activity they are in, and you're not. A best friend encourages you to fight for what you believe in, and to shoot for the moon. A best friend needs you. A best friend relies on you and needs you. A best friend deserves you. Your best friend deserves you for being soo good! And a best friend will stand by you always.

This is very true, too. Especially the mistakes part. I know I've made mistakes, and Maya knows I have. But I know if she is my best friend, she will help me turn all those wrongs into rights.

Your classic best friends. They stand by each other, and I will for now on.

Now time for.... AN ORIGINAL POEM BY RILEY MATTHEWS!!! :)

When you walked out of my life
It was like my world was crashing down.
The day you walk back in
My world will fit back together like a puzzle.

The world doesn't think you are perfect
But I see it differently
The only thing I see is the beauty of you
And at this point, that's all that matters.

I miss you, best friend.
I don't know what to do.
Please come back to me
I'll try harder this time.
Let's be BFF.

That was an original poem that I wrote off the top of my head in 6 minutes. Now I wanted to say this.

This is true. I'm sorry. Please forgive me, Maya. I would hug you forever, and I mean that! I've learned my lesson, please don't be mad at me any longer. I love you.

Til The End Of Time

Hey guys. So, last night was the worst night of my life. I'll give a VERY short description. Maya is thinking that I'll be up to serving her when I am miserable about it. It's not even fair like August, I call that fair. Not now, heck no. So, Shawn last night came to settle our feud and also came with my dad. We were talking and my dad took the Loser Side and Shawn took mine. Shawn said that Maya was being pushy and way too clingy. My dad was being very hurtful to me, and I was crying so hard. Then, I went back to Kiwi, because I went to him when nobody was fighting yet. Shawn told me I'll be okay if I go to him. I went to Kiwi, and then came back 20 minutes later. We fell asleep. Now, I wanted to do relation lyrics to one of my songs by Evanescence.

I will wander 'till the end of time torn away from you.

I pull away to face the pain.
I close my eyes and drift away.


Over the fear that I will never find
A way to heal my soul.
And I will wander 'till the end of time
Torn away from you.

My heart is broken
Sweet sleep, my dark angel
Deliver us from sorrow's hold
(Over my heart... Heart)

I can't go on living this way
And I can't go back the way I came
Chained to this fear that I will never find
A way to heal my soul
And I will wander 'till the end of time
Half alive without you

My heart is broken
Sweet sleep, my dark angel
Deliver us

Change, open your eyes to the light
I denied it all so long, oh so long
Say goodbye, goodbye

My heart is broken
Release me, I can't hold on
Deliver us
My heart is broken
Sweet sleep, my dark angel
Deliver us
My heart is broken
Sweet sleep, my dark angel
Deliver us from sorrow's hold

So, those are the lyrics to My Heart Is Broken by Evanescence that I can relate to. I can highly relate to that. Now time for some quotes.

I think this is very true. I'd rather spend my days loving someone I can't have then spend my days having to be around someone I can't love anymore.

This is very true. There is nothing else I ask, so why can't I have that one thing?!

Sometimes, I need to have the courage to admit this. Why am I so focused on someone who can is the opposite of this? I'm bascially telling myself, "Be with someone who will stay mad at you, who can stand not talking to you, and who's not afraid of losing you." Why am I so focused on this?!

This is why. This is why I am so focused on this. There is no real reason, but I just can't let go! It's difficult.

That's it for today. And this is it...

War Is Over If You Want It

So, we all know that there is a song with the lyrics "War is over if you want it." Well, today I am here to relate to those lyrics. There's been sort of a friendship war between my friends and I. We've been angry with each other, it's been awkward, some of us have been upset with each other talking about certain friends and sometimes we just ignored each other. This is a 1st world war, as in, real wars are much more upsetting because people you love die and you're actually fighting for your entire country to survive. Well, this is a 1st world problem I am facing. My friends and I are in a war for friendship. We are fighting each other to beat each other down. We want to win this. But we don't want to win for our entire country, and entire people, we want to win for our own selfish ways. Now, I agree with the statement "war is over if you want it." I agree because I do think that this war can be over if we want it. This war doesn't have to continue. We can all reunite, talk it through with each other. Let me tell you something...

I once asked for advice from ElderWisdomCircle on a totally different situation than I am writing about today, but I could say the advice could work both ways. This letter was sent on August 29th, 2014 and I recieved it on September 3, 2014. This was a friendship problem. The woman replied with, "If this is a big deal to you, you should talk this out with your friends so this doesn't go on anymore. If you want this to stop, talk to them." That is what I'll do. I'll talk it out with Maya, Lucas and Farkle. I'll tell them how I feel, and I'll listen to how they feel.

So, this is what I think. War Is Over If You Want It. If I want this Friendship Feud to end, then it's done. War is over if you want it, and I want it. I want my civil war to end. This is what I think. But first, let me ask all you readers something. Do you want it?

You Couldn't Drive Me Away

Having a best friend is... wonderful. You go through everything together, it's like a magical dream (without the unicorn) oh wait.... there has been a unicorn, hasn't there? See, you go through the craziest things with your best friend. They accept you when you make a mistake, when you're mad, when you're sad. They get you through any rough situation, even if it seems like a rediculous situation that you'd assume isn't a big deal, like "OMG I lost my favorite pair of boots!" A best friend will say, "it's okay, we'll put up some missing posters" with a sense of humor, making you feel better, when you think she actually means it. (That happened to me in Grade 3, I lost my boots and my best friend suggested the missing posters as a joke).

This is me and my best friend. We sit together, we work out our problems, we pay attention to each other. There is nothing better than that! This is Maya Hart. My best friend, and the world's best, best friend. I can count on her to get me out of a rough situation, and she can count on me to get us out of trouble. Maya causes our troubles, but I get us out of it. I don't get her out of it, I don't get me out of it, I get us out.

We are polar opposites, as you can see. I am the loveable, huggable and sweet one. And she is the dark, mysterious, but very helpful to me one. We may be polar opposites, but that's what makes us such good best friends.

This is me and my best friend, Maya Hart. I couldn't ask for anybody better, because she is best at what she does!!